God is with you even in the ugly.

The ugly. We've all been there. We all hate it. And, I am here in it now. In the thick of it. I'm in the midst of a family crisis. And, I can't even share it with you. Why? Because it's not my story to tell. Have you been there? In the middle of the … Continue reading God is with you even in the ugly. →

“Ruling Things Out” — The “No Word” Update

Welcome to my latest edition of "Ruling Things Out - Walking with God through MS...possibly." Where I have absolutely nothing to update or share. 😳 I shared it in one of my last posts that when you don't want to get in the MRI tube because you have panic attacks and a new claustrophobia thing … Continue reading “Ruling Things Out” — The “No Word” Update →

“Ruling things out” — Now what?

Actually, I don't know. I left a message with RS to see if an open MRI will give him the images he needs. It was Friday, after all, so I'm assuming that's why no one got back to me. I'm learning through all this that if I don't take the initiative, no one else will. … Continue reading “Ruling things out” — Now what? →

“Ruling things out” — I’m nervous.

Tomorrow is my MRI. And I'm not nervous about the MRI itself... I'm nervous because they may put that contrast dye in my arm. I know. I know. But I'm nervous. And, scared. I hate this. After my last two (the blood draw and the other dye injection), my arm HURTS. I literally feel like … Continue reading “Ruling things out” — I’m nervous. →

“Ruling things out” — Why am I doing this?

I don't like to share things. But, I felt it vitally important that I wrote this story down. For me, because I wanted it documented. I wanted it as part of my history. I wanted to know that any time 20, 30, 40 years from now I could look back on my blog and read … Continue reading “Ruling things out” — Why am I doing this? →